Someponder

Quest of the Last Year

A new day,
Or is it?
A different way,
Or another bad fit?
A victorious charge,
Or a brutal battle?
Blessings in large,
Or my death rattle?
The light at the end grows,
Or is it more faint?
Only the angels know,
Or are they not as they are paint?
Questions will be laid to rest,
Yet could more be raised?
I will finish this twelve-year test,
Will I not be completely crazed?
Fear I pray will be trampled,
Yet will terror grip my chest?
A taste of a new life sampled,
Yet will it be like all the rest,
I will venture boldly into the world,
But will I stay afloat,
I refuse to end up in Allie’s curled,
Will all these demons be smote?
Something in me is burning bright
Or is it just a frail grope?
I have found and will hold the one true light,
For it, He, is my only hope....
There is no question in that!