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Elation,
Always followed by frustration,
Blocking,
My path and mocking,
Searching,
Finding nothing except this impatient lurching,
Caught,
Inside something you thought you had already fought,
Enraged,
In a vicious battle engaged,
Fighting,
My demons through my writing,
Lust,
Yet knowing patience is a must,
Happy,
Yet always feeling slightly crappy,
Barred,
Yet gripping my lucky card,
Battered,
In the gutter many dreams have lain shattered,
Blocked,
Yet I remember God who had me rocked,
Forsaken,
Praying for the Tribes to awaken,
Sad,
Then when I think of it I am mad,
Dead,
Yet I’ve been to places demons fear to tread,
Unplugged,
Yet seeing that I am still loved,
Astray,
So I kneel and I pray,
Heal,
So that I truly feel,
Burn,
As I learn,
Burn,
As I turn,
Burn,
As I yearn....