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"There is a greater darkness than the one we fight. It is the darkness of the soul that has lost its way. The war we fight is not against powers and principalities, it is against chaos and despair. Greater than the death of flesh is the death of hope, the death of dreams. Against this peril we can never surrender. The future is all around us, waiting in moments of transition, to be born in moments of revelation. No one knows the shape of that future, or where it will take us. We know only that it is always born in pain." -Babylon 5

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Gone; Like Summer break is gone....

Hello peeps. I apologize for not blogging sooner. I was busy going to camp and stuff. Wow....six weeks has gone by very fast....depressing in a sense. Camp was fun, I love my peeps there. The counciors and other campers are among my closest and best freinds. It's a camp for people wit disabilities, they vary among the kids, some like me, are physical, and are more obvious than others, who have mental or emotional disabilites. All the people there are so awesome though, so much so, that I've been goin there for the past five or six years. (Still debating that with one of my councilors :)) People aren't so judgemental there as they are at school, for instance, its just....we are all really really good freinds. So much so, we're as close as the Fellowship of the Ring was. We are a tightly knit group, specially my particular group. We are all so close, we're brothers and sisters...we';ve known each other for years now....its just....something really special that happens at that camp......and now its over........I know i gotta move on, and I know Jc's always gonna be right here with me, my best freind, but its just.....at school, I mean, I talk to peeps online...but that basically the extent of my contact with peers at my skool, I mean, this is partly my fault, but its just difficult.....considering my situation, im the only really obviously physically disabled person at my school, as of last year, atleast. I dunno, it seems I'm always looking up at my peers, cuz im always sitting down in my chair, and i kno every person feels this at Hs, but I feel a rly strong sense of inferiority right now lets just say......and I got no clue what to do bout it.....anyway....gonna go.....

God bless
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