The Bitter Ends, the Sweet Begins!

Dear Brothers in Christ,

How are we all doing on this beutiful summer eve? I'm doing AWESOME!!!! God is really doing stuff with me. My poetry really has picked up since I 'came to an understanding' with God. Also, this is a sequel...i guess you could say, to my last blog. God kind of pressed it upon my heart to apologize to that girl. (Just to end it, see closure, not having any loose ends hanging in the wind) Even though I was really frikken scared and intimidated to go up to her I did. I said im sorry, and she looked at me with...disgusted skepticism...but whatever. I know that some of you think i did it b/c I was impatient...and yeah...I know...I am a very impatient person..thats how this whole situation with this girl came to be. But, as soon as I said Im sorry, even though she doesn't give a damn, I felt a burden lift off me. All this crap that I did to her (nothing really bad, just stealing her s/n and stalking her) seemed to be behind me. I had done that stuff before I really did know Jesus...for real...and I just felt like a big jerk about it. But, in saying sorry, I kind of said, all that crap is behind me, and yeah..i know I did wrong, and im a sinner, but I know that Jesus has forgiven me. After that apology, I see a road ahead of me...filled with awesome stuff, and I really want to grow as a Christian and a Man, I still have many flaws...and I just want to give them all to God, and say, You are my king, I will serve you to the end of days, I don't want anything you don't, so take it away. As soon as I said sorry, all I wanted to do was worship the Lord, I was just elated..all that stuff was behind me, its over, now I'm moving on and not gonna bother her anymore. God has a plan for me..and I'm not gonna look back. God Bless You All

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