Ecclesiastes + Bullshit = Depression

girls please....u don't want to read this one

Putting it Bluntly

All seem to have sailed,
All seem to have waved,
All seem to have been saved,
All seem to have bailed,

And I’m still waiting here,
I’m still waiting for my ship,
I’m still waiting as frost decays my lip,
I’m still waiting gripped by my own fear,

Watching as the wind blows,
Watching as I tear myself apart,
Watching as nothing will ever start,
Watching as the world just goes,

So I weep because I love,
I weep because I’m left in the dust,
I weep because I can’t quell the lust,
I weep because I’m unplugged from above,

Even when I pray I feel starved,
I pray but feel Odo,
I pray but feel as lost ad the Dodo,
I pray yet I feel so emotionally carved,

I don’t know where to run,
I don’t know where all my brothers have gone,
I don’t know when’s the next dawn,
I don’t know if I won’t end it all with a gun,

I can’t take them anymore,
I can’t take their shit,
I can’t take even one more little bit,
I can’t take how they’re all rotten to the core,

I need friends,
I need brothers,
I need others,
I need no more dead ends,

All my efforts have gotten me nowhere,
All my efforts have just fallen,
All my efforts just leave me crawlin’,
All my efforts get trampled in the Fair,

I’ve fought for too long,
I’ve fought too hard,
I’ve fought with every card,
I’ve fought to sing my song,

All I get is rejection,
All I get is disappointment,
All I get is the same ointment,
All I get is “leave me alone” and I’m left in reflection,

Fuck it!
Fuck it, I can’t take the pain,
Fuck it, there is never any gain,
Fuck this shit!